Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Major Project; Stress; Muggin; Thailand; The Mission Team

I guess the bigest battles are usually found on home soil. In thailand i could focus on helping the people there. During exam period i can fully focus on mugging.

But now when i'm back and i have so many things to juggle i think that when the real battle begines. When time is of the essience when things don't go my way. When the world seems to spin so fast. And everything i have to do remains undone. This is where the real battle begins.

As Yesterday marked the begining of trouble times as it marked the begining of my major project. I stood there in slience when my supervisor gave my buddy and me our project. A cold chill traveled down my spine as i took a moment to grasp my doom.

My project is to design a trekking device for the singapore police coast guards to enable them to be equiped with a device so that if ever they would fall off from their boat the alarm will sound and we will be able to save them in time. This was the project our seniors did what the coast guards want us to do now is too improve on it and make a device that can give them an exact location of objects or humans.

A simple one paragraph describtion maybe an understatement for the huge amount of workload that is too be done. The programming , the making of the proto-type, the satisfaction of the coast guards all these invisable problems hidden to the human eye are those that trouble me.

With all this in mind praying and staying prayer full really becomes a real problem :) But i believe that admist all these problems. I will be still and know God is there i will be still and let GOD guide me for i know who is the way the truth and the life. And i know GOD will light the way and though my world may fall i'll never let him GO.

So yeah this is my prayer request for all the really special and weird readers that read my blog. Pray for me :) Pray i will be able to overcome this problem :) and be able to score and do well in my major project :)

Thank You All

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Times of Refreshing.

Well why i'm bloggings lets cut the story short.

( Background )

God spoked to me on the train. Caught me by surprise told me to read a small booklet titled "My identity in Christ" At first i was wondering God 0.0 ? why so random LOL!!! Cause i was in the train just reflecting on my life stuff thats bordering me taking away my focus on God. And other doubts that i'm not good enough that i'm just a small speck in this Big world with so many better more eligible people and i'm ranked ...... well lets put it this way not even in the rankings haiz.... Then he just suddenly spoked. So yeah i obeyed him i went to fliped throught that booklet it had a 4 sections all filled with verses and all that stuff in line with the subheadings so these were the subheadngs

  1. I AM ACCEPTED.....
  2. I AM SECURE......

Well the first one didn't really hit me the 2nd one a little but as i keep reading the verses really became more and more meaningful till i hit the last 2 section which i'm going to blog about cause i dunno why but i'm a very very negative guy that always thinks about the worst case senario first. And always see myself as the smallest speck on this planet but yea the 3rd sections was verses that told me that I'm significant verses like

  • I am part of the true vine, joined to Christ and able to produce lots of fruits ( John 15 :1 ,5)
  • I am handpicked by Jesus to bear fruit ( John 15:16)
  • I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me ( Phil 4.13)

These verse came and hit be real hard. And then came the last section the 20 Cans of Success

  • Why should i say i can't when the Bible says i can do all things through Christ who strenghtens me ? (Phil 4:13)

  • Why should i lack when i know that God shall supply all my needs according to His riches in Christ Jesus? (Phill 4:19)

  • Why should i fear when the Bible says that God has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power , love and a sound mind? (2 Tim 1:7)

  • Why should i lack faith to fulfuill my calling knowing that God has allotted to me a measure of faith? (Rom 12:3)

  • Why should i be weak when the Bible says that the Lord is my strength of my life and that i will display strength and take action because i know God? (Psa 27 :1 ; Dan 11:32)

  • Why should i allow satan supremacy over my life when He that is in me is greater than he that is in the world? ( 1 John 4:4)

  • Why should i accept defeat when the Bible says that God always leads me in triumph? ( 2 Cor 2:14)

  • Why should i lack wisdom when Christ became wisdom to me from God and God gives wisdom to me generously when i ask Him for it? ( 1 Cor 1:30 ; James 1:5)

  • Why should i be depressed when i can recall to mind God's lovingkindness, compassion and faithfulness and have hope ? (Lam 3 : 21 -23 )

  • Why should i worry and fret when i can cast all my anxiety on Christ who cares for me ? (1 Peter 5 :7 )

  • Why should i ever be in bondage knowing that there is liberty where the Spirit of the Lord is ? (Gal 5 :1 )

  • Why should i feel condemned when the bible says i am not condemned because i am in Christ? ( Rom 8:1 )

  • Why should i feel alone when Jesus said He is with me always and He will never leave me nor forsake me? ( Matt 28 :20 ; Heb 13 :5 )

  • Why should i feel accursed or that i am the victim of bad luck when the Bible says that Christ redeemed me from the curse of the law that i might receive His Spirit? ( Gal 3 : 13,14)

  • Why should i feel discontented when i, like Paul, can learn to be content in all my circumstances ? ( Phill 4 :11 )

  • Why should i feel worthless when Christ became sin on my behalf that i might become the righteousness of God in Him? (2 Cor 5 :21 )

  • Why should i have a persecution complex kowning that nobody can be against me when God is for me? (Rom 8:31)

  • Why should i feel like a failure when i am a conqueror in things through Christ ? (Rom 8 :37)

  • Why should i be confused when God is the author of peace and He gives me knowledge through his indwelling Spirit? (1 Cor 14:33 ; 2 :12)

  • Why should i let the pressure of life bother me when i can take courage knowing that Jesus has overcome the world and its tribulations? (John 16:33)

These are the 20 cans of success and these 20 cans were like 20 artilery shells i had to fight against Mr s.a.tan it really lifted me and i walked out of that mrt really so refreshed and recharged ready to go into battle again! So yea God wanted me to share with you guys what i learn even in this small simple mrt ride :) And the best part is that i dun remember how when and where did i get the booklet from it has been moved around wallets for like a few years already something so powerful right under my nose and i didn't even know it. Divine appointment is the only explaination i can come up with haha !!!!!So let this also be a shout out to the rest of the people out there that to GOD there are also 3 golden rules

  1. Anywhere's a meeting place for him to speck to you
  2. Any window can become an opening for God to show himself in your life in a special way
  3. And HE DOES NOT DIE!!!!!!!! :)

Yeah tats all i have for you guys enjoy alright :)!!!!


[ 20 cans of success is adapted from " Victroy over the Darkness " by Dr Neil Anderson]