Thailand trip

This is the first time i cried so so so much on a mission trip. Hey but dun you dare think i'm soft.
Cause really GOD really broke my heart for what broke his. When i saw the Hmong the way they lived. The type of faith they had really puts us singaporeans to shame.

i'm really lost for words right now
wanna hear more meet me or call me reallly if i type i think i'll take like 2 to 3 hours
thats how much things happen

summary we save 100 lives in 10 days :)
GOD's blessing was wif us and throught HIM and only by HIM were the lives saved
LET ALL PRAISE BE TO GOD

http://thehmongshope.blogspot.com/ here's our team's blog go read. Everything is there

Team Thailand (A Life Changing Expirience)

Hey all finally decided to blog again because this thailand trip really. i have too much to say le. And i'm so lazy to type.

Let me give you some brief summary.
10 things i've learn

1) Miracles happen because GOD wants it to happen
2) GOD works Not you
3) Do not take credit away from GOD
4) Do not think it was cause of You things happen
5) GOD can use anybody
6) Do Not try to understand how GOD works
7) Work according to GOD's plan if yours is not from GOD or you haven't consulted him Scrap it
8) Be still and listen to GOD.
9) Always Let GOD take all glory and honor for it belongs to him in the first place
10) read 1 to 9 again.


We'll try to give you a more detailed version when i return i guess this it for now.

CYA!!!!

Nicolas Chan's back

hey finally back exams over i really hope that i can up my GPA by 0.37 :S. Well thinking i'm just thinking of what to blog about. i finally came out wif something to blog about . i think i will blog about my change i believe that those that know me from year 1 will know how i was then and how much i've changed since then. Well why i never do well in year one. Answer is simple never study lor i'm a guy that is very driven but only to the things that i wanna do. If its something i have totally no intrest then you have nothing to expect from me cause i too will give you nothing. Want me to work for you simple make the thing you want me to do something that's benificial to me.

Anyways i took subpaper when i was in 1.1 and that really woke me up and made me relise that i have to chiong my studies so yea i did chiong my studies and then the grades got from Cs to Bs and to As soon enough.

i saw people getting good marks and i really had this thinking if they can do it so can i. i believe that in this world there are people that are born smart . However i also believe that wif hard-work and the right tactics even people like me that is not born clever can make it and get marks the clever people can get and wif that i worked my butt of this sem wif that goal in mind and i really hope i get my targtetted marks :)

i went for super teens tat camp was really meant for the sec sch i was the only one from poly and i missed one week of sch just to go and the best part was that when i came back i had 1 week to study for mid term test. winner yes i know but i really felt it was worth my while . i learnt so much in there those around me saw that i was different. They taught me that its not how good you are tat matters its how good you want to be! and i really really liked that line!!!

So yea to all those who actually does read my blog i just got this to say from a slacker to a study freak is not the change it was a soccer fanatic to a studies fanatic tats all it was just my focus was else where not that i was a slacker . Get your facts right before you label people and please at least get to know the person true and true before you label them.

Guess tats all i have to say
bye all! till next time!

Go Back to basics

i'll be song leading this sunday at my church although its small its still scary. Anyways i was thinking of wat songs to pick then i came across this song which really woke me up.

Christians now-a-days are so weak if i may use the word. Their minds are easily swayed by this world alittle rumour here alittle rumour their and their faith shakes like an earthquake. This got me thiking God place upon me this gift of being able to elaborate things in the bible in a different way in a way that anyone young or old will understand and because of this my calling is all about sharing the GOOD NEWS with others. And the thing GOD told me to share today is about the problem that Christian face today their identity a few questions and their will be doubting if GOD still loves them or not well it will take hours to explain and even longer to answer your questions about this subject so GOD showed me this one way to explain everything crystal clearly.

So listen up to this song

Jesus loves me this i know

For the bible tells me so

Little ones to him belong

They are weak but he is strong


YES JESUS LOVES ME

YES JESUS LOVES ME

YES JESUS LOVES ME

for the bible tells me so...


And with this i conclude my post i believe i've made my point.

Techman ?? Whats The matter wif you!!

This post will be my tribute to that guy that went to jail stealing a $100 bible from techman. I dun really understand why he stole from techman. Maybe he found it very isolated and stuff. Maybe its cause no one usually goes to that place. However the fact that he went to steal a bible does not make him a bad person to me. He stole a bible cause his old one was torned and he had no money to buy a new one. COME ON LA! Yes the bible teach us not to steal . It also does teach us to give to the poor does it not ? when i saw this in the papers yesterday i took it as a wake up call for christians all around. Is a human life worth $100 to you ?? That bible could had ment the world to that guy. i'm very sure he would had pleaded for his freedom. For forgiveness a 2nd chance is all he asked and you just could not give him that ?? Whats wrong wif you ??? GOD gave you chances after chance didn't he?? Everytime you dissapointed him he forgives you. And you CANNOT forgive this man tat stole a $100 bible ?? Dun kid me la everyone or at least most ppl i know , knows that bible selling price is $100 however buying price is so cheap cause you buy in bulk and also from other countries like the phillipines where bibles and other books are sold so cheap when you convert to SGD minus here minus there you could most prob bought an NIV for $50( INCLUSIVE shipping cost) . And you cannot forgive taht man ? He Stole the bible not some story book The bible AND of all bookstore from a christian bookstore????? Where is the empathy that christians should have?? where is the unconditional love that Jesus spend his whole life trying to teach us?? Have they fallen on deaf ear . You have a shop full wif christian book which are filled wif promises GOD left in the bible a shop tat suppose to be glowing wif the love a christ BUT sad to say no to TECHMAN the bible is just another book. Sadly TECHMAN fill wif christian book it is, but a beating heart it has none. Your a DISGRACE to christians all over the world. Yesterday when i read the papers about the incident i NEVER felt so ashamed to be called a CHRISTIAN before in my life. TECHMAN made christian seem like stingy business man. TECHMAN you grew part of this world and repent now for your days maybe numbered.

However kneel know and beg for forgives for wat you done was wrong. Even the judge who never state if he was a christian or not was KIND enough to give him a bible. i dun think you are FIT to run a christian book store you do not have enough love to run it. Then you may say business around your area is not going well bla bla bla....... Well i guess we ALL now know why cause the hand of GOD and his blessings wif it has left you place. Who knows wat dwells benieth the mask that you call a face. The amour that you call skin. god no more is GOD in your place , you have given him up for MONEY . Repent now for our GOD is a forgiving one , but forget not this incident cause you scared the life of one boy. That because of this incident may NEVER become a christian again . His blood is on your hands TECHMAN your shop is suppose to be a refector for GOD but no you now have another god walking around in your mist there its green and its said that he is the root of all evil ....... i really hope the TEACHMAN BOSS reads this and WAKE UP before its too late for her .......

Oh Lord i pray that you forgive the techman boss for she know not of wat she done. Forgive her short- sightedness and forgive her weak spirits that she fell pray to the world and her temptations. i pray you set a heage around her and guard her heart give back warm into her icy-cold winderland she calls a heart. i pray for that young lad tat is in prison now i pray that you give him the strength to for the techman boss i pray that he will come out of this a changed man and not a anti-christ. i pray that you use him in your ministry and may your will be done in his life. And may your will be done in the TECHMAN boss's life let this incident tug her heart strings so tat she will turn back to you.

i pray all this in Jesus's mighty name
Amen!

my life

In this exams i finally got the meaning when ppl say study hard play hard. This sem's results was the best results i got since i came into poly. This coming sem i hope i can get 3.0 and above last sem almost 3.0 this coming sem try get 3.0 and higher can pull my GPA up by 0.03. Now my goal is this coming sem get 3.0 GPA and above and long term goal is to grad wif a 3.0 GPA it maybe hard but now after this sem . i Begin to find great joy studying now that i found my study budies and classmates that actually really believe wif all their heart that i can do well. That was the only thing that made me carry on pushin myself and getting the results i got this sem. Cause GOD place people in my life that really beleive wif all their heart that i could do well.

i'm always used to ppl tellling me that i can at the back of their head thinking how badly i'll fair. This sem i prooved alot of ppl wrong and i intend to continue doing it till i shut all their thoughts out. Seriously the only motivation that drove me to insanity and that made me study is ANGER,HATE ,MURDOROUS INTENT(i know i sound like itachi) .Everytime when i get stuck at problems or anything i also imagine those people that i know say i can do it just for the sake of saying that and dun meant it. i imagine them and that gives me motivation to carry on and prove them wrong (actually i imagine myself bashing them up that gives me joy then i can continue studying knowing that they are been wacked up by me BWHAHAHAHAHAHA)

i really wished i met up wif this people before i met the other ppl cause the other ppl which i imagine wacking up are people i actually call friends(people that know me for more than 3 years are not in that list btw) . But in time all will change i really hope GOD send me someone that will take care of me and stuff soon (pls let it be a pretty chinese christian girl) =) haha

anyways thats all i wanna say

bb

(just wanted to vent everything out)

There can be miracles when you believe

this sem is one big miracle for me =) my previous post was my expected grades and this is my actual grades

MCT C
Telecom C+
Advance Java B
Jap B
Microwave B+
Math B+

overal GPA this sem 2.917

MY GPA NOW 2.33

INCREASE MY 0.33 !!!!!!

HUAT AH 0.17 more to 2.5!!!!!!

HUAT AH!!!!!!

i thank GOD for wat his DONE!!!

AMEN!!!!!