Saturday, October 3, 2009

A poem of " NOTs"

When I was hungry you fed me NOT
When i was thirsty you quench me NOT
When i was naked you clothe me NOT
When i was waiting you seek me NOT
When i was begging you provided me NOT
When i was homeless you shelter me NOT
When i was sad you comfort me NOT
When i was in sin you stopped me NOT
When i was reaching for help you helped me NOT
When i was in need of a friend you befriended me NOT
SO when I condemn you
Blame Me NOT

Abba Father, may i hear your voice and shelter your people. May i not be selfish in my prosperity or scornful in my poverty may i life just as You lived. May people know You more by seeing Your love shine through me. Oh Lord the one thing i ask of You is to dwell in Your presence FOREVER. Father Lord i thank You for Your grace and mercies for countless times You could have strike me down and it would had been just for me to die. But instead You sent Your Son, Your ONLY Son. To die for a worthless person like me, who shows no mercy or display any grace a lying deceitful person, that only care for my own well-being.
But Father i come before you today, in my prayers to ask you earnestly for your forgiveness. May you place in me Your heart as i seek Your face more each day. Father i thank You. Indeed Your grace is sufficient for me. Thank You Lord i pray for your grace and mercy to cover me and fill me so that i will emit such qualities more each day so that others around me will know You!
In Jesus's mighty Name i pray

Sunday, August 17, 2008


Yoz... Just wanna write to destress... If i had any stress now tat is.

Today is progress report 2 day (PR2 for short). I dunno why but i just have this peace tat passes all understanding. This inner peace tat runs through my veins. Thank God for it cause ian is like some dinosaur now like his gonna bit me off anytime. ^^ so yeah i've decided to irritate him more by blogging :P wahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!

Haiz anyways how's life yea... er..... been ok ohohoh ! Yeah we had this soccer tournment at SP organized by NYP in the name of Campus Crusade :) Super fun! why ? CAUSE WE WON!!!! WOHOO!!!! and we had only like 2 supporters and the other team had like 50 >.< let me give you the scores

Qualifying rounds
1st game
0 0

2nd game
4 3

3rd game
TP VS Staff Team
4 1

Semi-Finals ( The most challenging game of all)
4 4
Won via PK shootout score 2-0 (Our keeper saved all woots!!!)

TP NS NYP(All starz) They took their best 5 to play wif us and told them to play rought =.=
4 2

WAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! VICTORY !!!!!!!! WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!

Too bad we only got a small medal for our efforts the torphy i gave to the tp staff cause they say need to return one so yeah i dun wanna return one so i dun wanna take either :P

But better than nothing lar :P
a medal will do fine wif me :)

signing off now :P cya!!! Pray for me :) for my PR2 :) to go well weeee.....!!!!!!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Returned from bible camp Rechanged, Renewed, Refined

Woots!! Just came back from bible camp. This is one of the most trying camps i've been not because its tiring but because i had to skip school to go and in fact i'm going back to school to get an earfull from almost every teacher tat knows me. Haiz but it was Great! i was really so blessed and i am VERY VERY grateful tat i went. For the first time i saw an true blue skilled Prophet in action. His every word tat he prophesized over my life sunk in deep!!! This is the first time i encounter such a Great man of GOD tat is so sharp and in tune to GOD tat he could do this.

What he prophesize over really would seem like prasing myself so it you guys really wanna hear it tag me for it or msn me :) i shall tell you in private. But really i really enjoyed myself in GOD's presence every single service !!!!!

Our camp speaker was Pastor John Lewis (Aus) Brilliant man of GOD super power he didn't make me slp in his sermons this is a sign tat he is a SUPER SPEAKER!!!!!!!

i'm really really really so blessed tat i'm so ready to share wif anyone who tags or msn me :) so yea for the details msn me :) tks


Sunday, May 11, 2008

Nicholas The Guitar Teacher Possible Its all up to you guys :P haha

Hey i'm Back not bloggin about life and problems this time cause i have so much so yea forget it :P wanna ask me just leave me a msg or nudge me on msn to ask me :P ok!

This post is about my start of becoming a guitar teacher!!!! i'm looking for guitar students that are willing to be taught by me. How effective its all up to you THE FORCE IS WITH YOU!!!

Anyways down to business here are the rates
1 student $180
3 student $60 each ( But must have 3 lar so form groups of 3 lor )

I teach people of all ages Learning can start anytime one !!!!!

And venue when we get the class then we decide we will decide on a place that is convenient for all the students including me and then we're set it and meet there. i'll be working under a company so there will be real grades test and exams which will earn you a real cert (not made in Malaysia one) Anyone who is intrested or knows people that are intrested pls contact me or leave a tag then i'll contact you this is serious hor dun play wif me cause if you say yes and suddenly back out i'll get into hot soup okie :)!!!!!!!

PLS CONTACT ME ASAP @93394622 !!!!!!!!! TKS

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Major Project; Stress; Muggin; Thailand; The Mission Team

I guess the bigest battles are usually found on home soil. In thailand i could focus on helping the people there. During exam period i can fully focus on mugging.

But now when i'm back and i have so many things to juggle i think that when the real battle begines. When time is of the essience when things don't go my way. When the world seems to spin so fast. And everything i have to do remains undone. This is where the real battle begins.

As Yesterday marked the begining of trouble times as it marked the begining of my major project. I stood there in slience when my supervisor gave my buddy and me our project. A cold chill traveled down my spine as i took a moment to grasp my doom.

My project is to design a trekking device for the singapore police coast guards to enable them to be equiped with a device so that if ever they would fall off from their boat the alarm will sound and we will be able to save them in time. This was the project our seniors did what the coast guards want us to do now is too improve on it and make a device that can give them an exact location of objects or humans.

A simple one paragraph describtion maybe an understatement for the huge amount of workload that is too be done. The programming , the making of the proto-type, the satisfaction of the coast guards all these invisable problems hidden to the human eye are those that trouble me.

With all this in mind praying and staying prayer full really becomes a real problem :) But i believe that admist all these problems. I will be still and know God is there i will be still and let GOD guide me for i know who is the way the truth and the life. And i know GOD will light the way and though my world may fall i'll never let him GO.

So yeah this is my prayer request for all the really special and weird readers that read my blog. Pray for me :) Pray i will be able to overcome this problem :) and be able to score and do well in my major project :)

Thank You All

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Times of Refreshing.

Well why i'm bloggings lets cut the story short.

( Background )

God spoked to me on the train. Caught me by surprise told me to read a small booklet titled "My identity in Christ" At first i was wondering God 0.0 ? why so random LOL!!! Cause i was in the train just reflecting on my life stuff thats bordering me taking away my focus on God. And other doubts that i'm not good enough that i'm just a small speck in this Big world with so many better more eligible people and i'm ranked ...... well lets put it this way not even in the rankings haiz.... Then he just suddenly spoked. So yeah i obeyed him i went to fliped throught that booklet it had a 4 sections all filled with verses and all that stuff in line with the subheadings so these were the subheadngs

  1. I AM ACCEPTED.....
  2. I AM SECURE......

Well the first one didn't really hit me the 2nd one a little but as i keep reading the verses really became more and more meaningful till i hit the last 2 section which i'm going to blog about cause i dunno why but i'm a very very negative guy that always thinks about the worst case senario first. And always see myself as the smallest speck on this planet but yea the 3rd sections was verses that told me that I'm significant verses like

  • I am part of the true vine, joined to Christ and able to produce lots of fruits ( John 15 :1 ,5)
  • I am handpicked by Jesus to bear fruit ( John 15:16)
  • I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me ( Phil 4.13)

These verse came and hit be real hard. And then came the last section the 20 Cans of Success

  • Why should i say i can't when the Bible says i can do all things through Christ who strenghtens me ? (Phil 4:13)

  • Why should i lack when i know that God shall supply all my needs according to His riches in Christ Jesus? (Phill 4:19)

  • Why should i fear when the Bible says that God has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power , love and a sound mind? (2 Tim 1:7)

  • Why should i lack faith to fulfuill my calling knowing that God has allotted to me a measure of faith? (Rom 12:3)

  • Why should i be weak when the Bible says that the Lord is my strength of my life and that i will display strength and take action because i know God? (Psa 27 :1 ; Dan 11:32)

  • Why should i allow satan supremacy over my life when He that is in me is greater than he that is in the world? ( 1 John 4:4)

  • Why should i accept defeat when the Bible says that God always leads me in triumph? ( 2 Cor 2:14)

  • Why should i lack wisdom when Christ became wisdom to me from God and God gives wisdom to me generously when i ask Him for it? ( 1 Cor 1:30 ; James 1:5)

  • Why should i be depressed when i can recall to mind God's lovingkindness, compassion and faithfulness and have hope ? (Lam 3 : 21 -23 )

  • Why should i worry and fret when i can cast all my anxiety on Christ who cares for me ? (1 Peter 5 :7 )

  • Why should i ever be in bondage knowing that there is liberty where the Spirit of the Lord is ? (Gal 5 :1 )

  • Why should i feel condemned when the bible says i am not condemned because i am in Christ? ( Rom 8:1 )

  • Why should i feel alone when Jesus said He is with me always and He will never leave me nor forsake me? ( Matt 28 :20 ; Heb 13 :5 )

  • Why should i feel accursed or that i am the victim of bad luck when the Bible says that Christ redeemed me from the curse of the law that i might receive His Spirit? ( Gal 3 : 13,14)

  • Why should i feel discontented when i, like Paul, can learn to be content in all my circumstances ? ( Phill 4 :11 )

  • Why should i feel worthless when Christ became sin on my behalf that i might become the righteousness of God in Him? (2 Cor 5 :21 )

  • Why should i have a persecution complex kowning that nobody can be against me when God is for me? (Rom 8:31)

  • Why should i feel like a failure when i am a conqueror in things through Christ ? (Rom 8 :37)

  • Why should i be confused when God is the author of peace and He gives me knowledge through his indwelling Spirit? (1 Cor 14:33 ; 2 :12)

  • Why should i let the pressure of life bother me when i can take courage knowing that Jesus has overcome the world and its tribulations? (John 16:33)

These are the 20 cans of success and these 20 cans were like 20 artilery shells i had to fight against Mr s.a.tan it really lifted me and i walked out of that mrt really so refreshed and recharged ready to go into battle again! So yea God wanted me to share with you guys what i learn even in this small simple mrt ride :) And the best part is that i dun remember how when and where did i get the booklet from it has been moved around wallets for like a few years already something so powerful right under my nose and i didn't even know it. Divine appointment is the only explaination i can come up with haha !!!!!So let this also be a shout out to the rest of the people out there that to GOD there are also 3 golden rules

  1. Anywhere's a meeting place for him to speck to you
  2. Any window can become an opening for God to show himself in your life in a special way
  3. And HE DOES NOT DIE!!!!!!!! :)

Yeah tats all i have for you guys enjoy alright :)!!!!


[ 20 cans of success is adapted from " Victroy over the Darkness " by Dr Neil Anderson]

Friday, March 28, 2008

Thailand trip

This is the first time i cried so so so much on a mission trip. Hey but dun you dare think i'm soft.
Cause really GOD really broke my heart for what broke his. When i saw the Hmong the way they lived. The type of faith they had really puts us singaporeans to shame.

i'm really lost for words right now
wanna hear more meet me or call me reallly if i type i think i'll take like 2 to 3 hours
thats how much things happen

summary we save 100 lives in 10 days :)
GOD's blessing was wif us and throught HIM and only by HIM were the lives saved
LET ALL PRAISE BE TO GOD here's our team's blog go read. Everything is there