Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Go Back to basics

i'll be song leading this sunday at my church although its small its still scary. Anyways i was thinking of wat songs to pick then i came across this song which really woke me up.

Christians now-a-days are so weak if i may use the word. Their minds are easily swayed by this world alittle rumour here alittle rumour their and their faith shakes like an earthquake. This got me thiking God place upon me this gift of being able to elaborate things in the bible in a different way in a way that anyone young or old will understand and because of this my calling is all about sharing the GOOD NEWS with others. And the thing GOD told me to share today is about the problem that Christian face today their identity a few questions and their will be doubting if GOD still loves them or not well it will take hours to explain and even longer to answer your questions about this subject so GOD showed me this one way to explain everything crystal clearly.

So listen up to this song

Jesus loves me this i know

For the bible tells me so

Little ones to him belong

They are weak but he is strong




for the bible tells me so...

And with this i conclude my post i believe i've made my point.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Techman ?? Whats The matter wif you!!

This post will be my tribute to that guy that went to jail stealing a $100 bible from techman. I dun really understand why he stole from techman. Maybe he found it very isolated and stuff. Maybe its cause no one usually goes to that place. However the fact that he went to steal a bible does not make him a bad person to me. He stole a bible cause his old one was torned and he had no money to buy a new one. COME ON LA! Yes the bible teach us not to steal . It also does teach us to give to the poor does it not ? when i saw this in the papers yesterday i took it as a wake up call for christians all around. Is a human life worth $100 to you ?? That bible could had ment the world to that guy. i'm very sure he would had pleaded for his freedom. For forgiveness a 2nd chance is all he asked and you just could not give him that ?? Whats wrong wif you ??? GOD gave you chances after chance didn't he?? Everytime you dissapointed him he forgives you. And you CANNOT forgive this man tat stole a $100 bible ?? Dun kid me la everyone or at least most ppl i know , knows that bible selling price is $100 however buying price is so cheap cause you buy in bulk and also from other countries like the phillipines where bibles and other books are sold so cheap when you convert to SGD minus here minus there you could most prob bought an NIV for $50( INCLUSIVE shipping cost) . And you cannot forgive taht man ? He Stole the bible not some story book The bible AND of all bookstore from a christian bookstore????? Where is the empathy that christians should have?? where is the unconditional love that Jesus spend his whole life trying to teach us?? Have they fallen on deaf ear . You have a shop full wif christian book which are filled wif promises GOD left in the bible a shop tat suppose to be glowing wif the love a christ BUT sad to say no to TECHMAN the bible is just another book. Sadly TECHMAN fill wif christian book it is, but a beating heart it has none. Your a DISGRACE to christians all over the world. Yesterday when i read the papers about the incident i NEVER felt so ashamed to be called a CHRISTIAN before in my life. TECHMAN made christian seem like stingy business man. TECHMAN you grew part of this world and repent now for your days maybe numbered.

However kneel know and beg for forgives for wat you done was wrong. Even the judge who never state if he was a christian or not was KIND enough to give him a bible. i dun think you are FIT to run a christian book store you do not have enough love to run it. Then you may say business around your area is not going well bla bla bla....... Well i guess we ALL now know why cause the hand of GOD and his blessings wif it has left you place. Who knows wat dwells benieth the mask that you call a face. The amour that you call skin. god no more is GOD in your place , you have given him up for MONEY . Repent now for our GOD is a forgiving one , but forget not this incident cause you scared the life of one boy. That because of this incident may NEVER become a christian again . His blood is on your hands TECHMAN your shop is suppose to be a refector for GOD but no you now have another god walking around in your mist there its green and its said that he is the root of all evil ....... i really hope the TEACHMAN BOSS reads this and WAKE UP before its too late for her .......

Oh Lord i pray that you forgive the techman boss for she know not of wat she done. Forgive her short- sightedness and forgive her weak spirits that she fell pray to the world and her temptations. i pray you set a heage around her and guard her heart give back warm into her icy-cold winderland she calls a heart. i pray for that young lad tat is in prison now i pray that you give him the strength to for the techman boss i pray that he will come out of this a changed man and not a anti-christ. i pray that you use him in your ministry and may your will be done in his life. And may your will be done in the TECHMAN boss's life let this incident tug her heart strings so tat she will turn back to you.

i pray all this in Jesus's mighty name

Sunday, September 23, 2007

my life

In this exams i finally got the meaning when ppl say study hard play hard. This sem's results was the best results i got since i came into poly. This coming sem i hope i can get 3.0 and above last sem almost 3.0 this coming sem try get 3.0 and higher can pull my GPA up by 0.03. Now my goal is this coming sem get 3.0 GPA and above and long term goal is to grad wif a 3.0 GPA it maybe hard but now after this sem . i Begin to find great joy studying now that i found my study budies and classmates that actually really believe wif all their heart that i can do well. That was the only thing that made me carry on pushin myself and getting the results i got this sem. Cause GOD place people in my life that really beleive wif all their heart that i could do well.

i'm always used to ppl tellling me that i can at the back of their head thinking how badly i'll fair. This sem i prooved alot of ppl wrong and i intend to continue doing it till i shut all their thoughts out. Seriously the only motivation that drove me to insanity and that made me study is ANGER,HATE ,MURDOROUS INTENT(i know i sound like itachi) .Everytime when i get stuck at problems or anything i also imagine those people that i know say i can do it just for the sake of saying that and dun meant it. i imagine them and that gives me motivation to carry on and prove them wrong (actually i imagine myself bashing them up that gives me joy then i can continue studying knowing that they are been wacked up by me BWHAHAHAHAHAHA)

i really wished i met up wif this people before i met the other ppl cause the other ppl which i imagine wacking up are people i actually call friends(people that know me for more than 3 years are not in that list btw) . But in time all will change i really hope GOD send me someone that will take care of me and stuff soon (pls let it be a pretty chinese christian girl) =) haha

anyways thats all i wanna say


(just wanted to vent everything out)

Saturday, September 15, 2007

There can be miracles when you believe

this sem is one big miracle for me =) my previous post was my expected grades and this is my actual grades

Telecom C+
Advance Java B
Jap B
Microwave B+
Math B+

overal GPA this sem 2.917


INCREASE MY 0.33 !!!!!!

HUAT AH 0.17 more to 2.5!!!!!!

HUAT AH!!!!!!

i thank GOD for wat his DONE!!!


Friday, August 3, 2007

sad days my life is just going down the drain............

things that need prayer/expected grades :

MCT project /B

Java project/B+

Jap Presentation 2 /B+

Things to thank GOD for :

Telecom Principles / A

Jap Listening Test / A

Jap Culture test / B

Things that need Prayer :

Maths Quiz2 / A

Expected Results for this Sem 2.1 :







GPA for this sem if achieve predicted grade :


so my total GPA will go up to :

??????? maybe 2.25 XD i hope

what i want my total GPA to be after this sem :

My total GPA >= 2.25

Prayers need in total :

just keep praying everytime you think of me

Why are my Prayers Expected to be fullfilled:

i believe in GOD's promises and his power to fullfill prayers

i believe in the power of Prayer.

Which of HIS promised i claim to make this come true :

Ask and if shall me given unto you

Seek and ye shall find

Knock and the door shall be open

~Matt 7:7~


Call unto me and i will show you great and mighty things which you cannot imagine

~Jerimaiah 33:3~


My Prayer (Pray this for me if you cannot think of a prayer for me) :

Lord i'm Asking for you to pull up my (Nicholas) GPA to 2.25 or more.
Lord i'm seeking the help or any angel then you send down to earth and put in my (nicholas's) way to help and guilde me (him) And i'm knocking upon heaven's gates aka staff room and hope to find everything i need to know there so that i(nicholas) can do WELL for this coming exam.
it is written "call unto me and you will answer me and show me (nicholas) great and mighty things which cannot me imagines i pray that you will work your wonders once more in my (nicholas's) life and that i will do well in this coming end of term exams i pray all this is JESUS'S name


tks for praying !!!!! dun like my prayer make your own =P

tks to all!!!!

Friday, July 20, 2007

10 resons WHY is harry potter such a DUMB show

1. Cause the name of the school's principle is DUMB-OLD-DOOR

2.Harry's house is GRIEFING-DOOR

3. Harry's nemesis is called FOLD-THE-MOP

4. Harry's 2 best friends are HER-MONEY and WRONG

5. Harry's other friend is called HAG-RAT

6. Harry and friends study at HOG-WORDS (eg : oink! )

7. Harry Potter uses spells like STUPID-FLY and EXPECT-2-PETROL-LA!

8. The scar on Harry's forehead simply means his LIGHTENING-TYPE and nothing else.

9. The Prison name in Harry potters is ASK-AH-BAN

10. LASTLY harry's name is HARRY-BO-TE ( BO-TE means not around in hokkien )


nicholas chan

Sunday, July 15, 2007

The time has come ..........Bankai!!!!!!!!

Quiz 2 around the corner and finals just behind it. Project deadlines are nearing and all that now i'm really feeling stress must start to work hard i wanna up my GPA cause its too low now all tks to Digital fund 1 and -.- babi gimme that stupid sub paper now my GPA so low.

=======My Cunning Plan=========

my goal : Win my rival in this quiz 2

final goal : get 2.5 and above by 3.1

What must i do to get there: average grade of all subjects C+ to B and above

what subjects i now needa work on to get that grade : telecom principle , MCT , JaP

what subjects i needa maintain : java , Microwave , maths 3

what subject i've already passed : apel -.- XD haha

What i really need to do now : Pray and get more ppl to pray for me

What angels did GOD send me this sem : Math, telecom, java, telecom (LAB) & MCT teacher

What demons visit me this sem : Telecom tuitoral teacher

What power do i need to get rid of my problem : student - teacher evaluation form.

Why can't i get it : Cause TP knows that the whole class is going to flame him.

What else do i lack this sem : A few Indian angels and pretty girls.

Why Can't i get them : Cause the indians have been grabed by Other indians and the girls....Well it's just one BIG sad story.

What i thank GOD for this sem : My grades have been improving slowly but steadly.

What i want GOD to do for me this sem : get my GPA to 2.25 and above.

What i need you to Pray for me : Higer GPA, wisdom & understanding in my school work

Why you must pray for me : Cause you must GOD told me to tell you to pray for me

Anything else i want to say : Nothing

Anything other than what i just said : Nothing

Thank you message : Thank you

Good Bye Message : Good- Bye

Emoticon : Y(^.^)Y

ending programme

exiting programme

press any key to continue

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

thank GOD for everything

this post would be me thanking all those that prayed for me during my exams


me i really wanna thank you for all the prayers!! CAUSE IT WORKED i passed all
i did not do too good and i did not do too bad either i'm quite happy wif my results especially that
40/50 lab test results SUPER HAPPY over it !!!!!!

tks all (and i still owe yapmin lunch -.-" )
oi how to treat you if your so busy -.-"

Saturday, June 30, 2007


POWER LA just came back from the stadium. SUPER SHIOK to watch at national stadium somemore this was the last game before they will demolish it to built the new national stadium the atmosphere there was estatic the people there were garang man the match was entertainin even we lost 3 - 0 i got to see vuduka, kewell (dunno how to spell) no sign of cainhill leh we suspect he went over to the indoor stadium to see christian UGLYGORILLA's concert cause he came to singapore warmed up with the players BUT never played -.-" so where else could he be -.-"

Anyways we need the kallang wave IT REALLY FELT GREAT the kallang ROAR and got to see FIREWORKS at the end the whole thing was really a blast POWER never felt so hyped up for anything before so hyped up that i lose my voice shouting during the match . Was really nice Next time i sure bring EC go watch ECouting!!! go watch sure song one

Then we had one aussie stand up say singapore lousy after aus scored their first goal. And EVERYONE stood up and scolded him HAHAHA i never saw the people of singapore so united before it was Boom boom boom boom booom BUTO!!!! XD hahaha IN ONE ACCORD and WE WERE FILLED WITH JOY!!!!! but he still kept taunting us so after the game the police had to ESCORT him out if not we would had intrudced him to singapore's RATED most fav dish "CURRY FISH HEAD" where FISH HEAD = HIS HEAD XD haha

i was so happy as he was walking out EVERYONE threw cans plastic bottles balloons at him XD haha and the policeman DIDN'T EVEN TRY TO STOP US XD haha i guess he was on our side as well hahaha

i really had a great time there next time you all must come along too its really an experience of a life time =)

BUT of course it will NEVER be the same cause the national stadium is going to be demolished the next outing we will be gathering to watch soccer in out NEW NATIONAL STADIUM HUAT AH!!!!!!!!!

Can't wait for that day to come !!!!!!

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Rankings for Easy Company Update

2nd Squard Captain lEClSuBwAy
2nd Squard V.Captain lEClG-MaN

3rd Squard Captain lEClTyRaNtT

4th Squard Captain lEClFeVeR

6th Squard Captain lEClDeTtOl
6th Squard V.Captain lEClJeMx (shall be officially welcome soon)

7th Squard Captain lEClAnTiPhOnIx

8th Squard Captain lEClFaTtYbOmB

10th Squard Captain lEClTeLePoRtEr

11th Squard Captain lEClRePtIlLe
11th Squard V.Captain lEClAnGeLz

13th Squard Captain lEClFaItH
13th Squard V.Captain lEClRifFZ (shall be officially welcome soon)

this are the latest update in ranks
and pls read the below post too =)

i now know who to call brother and who to just call friends forever

Yesterday i screwed up REALLY bad playing my guitar dunno why my crusader ppl have LM on a steep down slope part of bedok resevior wif uncut grass (which i am SERIOUSLY ALEGIC TO) but never thats not the point. The point i nicholas chan screwed worst that i ever did before playing the guitar. I could not hold my guitar properly cause no strip could not see the chords cause everyone was standing up and i COULD not see the chords then just forget about me leading.
it was a total screw up i never felt so down and depressed in my ENTIRE LIFE. SO EMBARRASING MY FACE THROW TILL NOTHING LEFT ALREADY (at that moment after the first song i REALLY WANTED TO GO HOME AND NEVER TURN BACK EVER AGAIN)forget the crusade forget the people in crusade FORGET EVERYTHING! at that very moment. Yesterday evening was rated the day i will PAY ANY PRICE TO FORGET. i never felt so low and down EVER before . If not for GOD's voice in my heart tell me to stay and a sudden peace that the holy spirit imparted in me. I WOULD HAD REALLY LEFT WIF NO TURNING BACK.


THANK GOD I STAYED cause happen after that was something i would never expect. By then my eyes changed to my angry , upset and depressed eyes those that at least know me better would had felt and seen that change . However those that saw that was the surprise it was those that did not know me those i never talk to often those that i usually just say hi and bye that came and talk to me first. It was those year 1 ok la and jess she was the first that saw it after her was all year 1 which really took me by surprise. Cause seeing what they did and how the spend so much time even through my dinner to try to console me really touched my deeply (of course i won't show it la must act manly) however my spirits was really touched my their actions i never thought they amoug all people would come and talk to me . Dinner after that was really bad i lost complete appitite and could not even finish a small plate a fried rice WHICH was actually nice just that i no appitite to finish it.

Then after i left the year 1 msged me and ask me to keep strong then came other msgs from other ppl like yap and grace. (And i really thank you for showing your concern) gimme a few weeks and let me recover from this heavy blow before askin me to do anything STUPID again. -.-"

i am deeply touched by those to show care to me.
What i feel now can my discribe in the below java scrips try to understand it ok :

if(show concern to nicholas yesterday)
System.out.println("Tks Really appriciated that, i felt really loved by what you did");
System.out.println("thank GOD that he said love your ENIMIES as yourself in the bible");

Friday, June 22, 2007

my holiday

well holidays is officially over school starting soon le and i've done nothing much XD haha
going back to sch just to await death when i see my term test results and vomit blood.......

hmmm....... highlights of this holiday
  • Bible Camp
  • trip to mines wif crusaders
  • trip to sentosa wif crusaders
upcoming events
  • My cunning plan
  • time to catch up wif Yvonne
hmmm... i have alot of say actually this are just pointers to remain me what i must do =)
honestly specking the trip to sentosa was the most enjoyable one i had ever went to
and its the first time i enjoyed myself at sentosa. von (yvonne) told me its the company that makes the difference and i guess i have to fully agree wif her on that. Luckly i brought dennis robin and ian not i dun get to play beach soccer and when i dun play soccer i get really cranky and its will just ruin the whole day. so lucky 2nd i begin to understand why so many boys play beach volleyball now-a-days of course its for the pretty girls i also play cause have pretty girls playing how ever the game is SUPER FUN TOO i like the diving parts where i dived to saved the ball not to forget the FLAMBOYENT BICYCLE KICKED which i did and saved my team XD
HUAT AH!! so power . hmmm........ then at dinner time tio tao by one girl dun wanna say who ah cause later cannot device my cunning plan on her ...... must wait anyways if she every read this i maybe JUST maybe i will not have any cunning plan for her cause now sch reopen le i no mood and energy to bully her le when i get back my results i will be very down *hint hint* all those chio bu reading my blog ah you know le ah who to cheer up this few weeks cause usually when i get my marks back i will become really sad anyways during the camp i change in many ways however now it seems like i'm going back to the way i was before NOO i now need people to guilde me in my spiritual walk and chio bu to lighten my life up and give me the strength to carry on in life .

oh yes lastly yvonne went to chat wif her today found out that she was just about to call me when i msg her LOL *SIANSATION* but nvm she was very tired too so forget it la this coming weeks her exams so KEEP HER IN PRAYER DUNNO HER STILL PRAY HOR!!! after that i wanna jio her go out le catch up wif her cause long time never see her le

(for those that dunno who is von just call police (",) and ask them lor)

Saturday, June 16, 2007

lEasyCompanyl Bleach style!!

The 13 div captains

lEClSuBwAY 2nd Div. CaPTaIn

lEClTyRaNtT 3rd Div. Captain
lEClAnGeLz 3rd Div. V.Cap

lEClG-MaN 4th Div. Captain
lEClFeVeR 4th Div. V.Cap

lEClDeTtoL 6th Div. Captain

lEClAnTiPhoNiX 7th Div. Captain

lEClFaTtYbOmB 8th Div. Captain

lEClTeLePoRteR 10th Div. Captain

lEClRePtILe 11th Div. Captain

lEClFaItH 13th Div. Captain
lEClRifFz 13th Div. V.Cap

the other remainin captains slots are still open
for others to join

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Back revived recharged and on FIRE FOR GOD!!!!

This bible camp is rated "THE BEST " camp i have attended so far in my 18 years of my life. However it did not start off that great.

i missed a good date wif a pretty girl leh so sad she jio me go watch shriek3 then in the end have this camp then cannot go wa SIANSATION LA!! However i watched sherik3 in the end la at malaysia BWHAHAHA CHEAP AND GOOD!

okok now about the camp my main motive as usual was actually to get to know more chio bu haha sure one la . Then when i saw the campers have chio ones la but too bad all older than me . So of course try to get to know them all la. (this was my thoughts before the sermon).

However the specker of this camp pr phill " WAS DA BOMB!!!" his a powerful man of GOD. and GOD is using him in many many ways. His sermons are sharp and straight to the point i really felt the spirit imparted upon my heart to go to the alter call and it was in a STRONG HEART TROBBING VOICE IN WHICH I COULD NOT IGNORE. Then after that 1st alter call the entire camp changed for me for better or worst its up to you to decide la . Cause i during the first alter call i felt this churning in my heart and no longer did i really care about talking to the chio bu or wat. GOD too that feeling away from me . Instead i begin to look forward to the word of every confrence day or night . ALways i'll make myself ready and prepared to get another powerful blow from GOD every single session and made it a point to not miss ANY blessings or alter calls. i could care less for the chi bu anymore . Instead i was yerning for GOD thristing for his word like blood hounds thrist for fresh blood everynight i enjoyed basking in GOD's presense.

The most amazing thing that made me relised that i've change was that i throughout the whole camp didn't really wanna to joke or talk so much to the chio bu or their friends . Everynight i didn't really bother to stay up late or call people or disturb anyone i was preparing and making myself ready for the next morning's confrence ready and prepared to feel that gush of fresh wind upon my stagnant spiritual walk wif GOD. And also for the first time i was really bored of the GAMES!! i was scared that i will use up too much energy that i have non left for the evening confrence XD LOL ...

overall this camp really touched my greatly i was blessed deeply by this camp.GOD thorough the specker clearfy alot of things and confirmed some of the many promises he placed over my life and i also found out that i have the gift of prophecy XD my first CANDIDATE : daniel XD haha i hope what i told him was accurated cause my GOD internet speed ain't that fast YET!! HOWEVER i would like to change that SOON! XD haha

kayes i think its too wordly but this is my testimony la hope you like it God Bless You!

Friday, June 8, 2007


HUAT AH!!!! this exams is all nonsense i manage to get past it XD BWHAHA NOW ITS TIME TO PARTY!!!!

Friday, June 1, 2007


The History of EasyCompany

Founder : lEClTyRaNtT (Nick)
(Leaders) lEClDeTtoL (Dennis)

SubCom: lEClFaTtYBoMb (Robin)
(Council) lEClFaItH (Jun Lin)

Sponsers :
lEClAnTiPhoNix (Ian)
lEClFeVeR (Grace)
lEClSuBwAy (Li Min)

lEClRePtiLe (Rui Long)

Other Current Members :

lEClAnGeLz (Melissa)
lEClG-MaN (GleNn)
lEClTeLePoRtEr (NiGeL)
lEClRiFfz (RifKeY)

HoW to join :

  1. Must Be Good In Soccer
  2. Must have High Work Rate
  3. Must have good team-works
  4. Listen in match to captains
  5. Not good nvm must have money can le (",)
EasyCompany Motto : You Will Never Stand Alone

Member Fired due to non-satisfactory conduct :

lEClZiDaNe (Desmond)

Member that i'm thinking of inviting (ATM):


Thursday, May 31, 2007

Term Test

Need serious prayer for my term test

4 subjects :

maths 3

principle of microwave

principle of telecommunication

Mircro-Circuitboard Technology

subjects i think i can pass : 0

subjects that need serious prayer : all of the above

subjects that i'm studying now: maths 3 , pom , pot

subject that i dun have a clue : MCT

how am i feeling now : SUPER SCARED LA!!!!!!!!

tks i think i've said enough XD back to the study mobile!!!!!

Monday, May 28, 2007

i'm sick and term test is next week!!

keep me in prayer la term test next week i'm very sick this week have lab test and presentation i hope i can survive this week and i need alot of catchin up to do study study study stress stress stress going to die soon pls keep on praying for me =) bb

Saturday, May 26, 2007


team: EasyCompany
EC TyRaNtT (nicholas) StRiKeR (CaPtain)
EC LaNeZ (dennis) LaSt MaN (V.CapTain)
EC FaTtYBoMb (robin) MiD FiElD (CoUnCiL)
EC fAiTh (jun lin) DeFeNdER
EC RePtILe (Rui Long) DeFeNdER

(The RaNdoMS)
EC AnTiPhOnIx (IaN) MaNaGeR (NeGoCiaToR)
EC FeVeR (gRaCe) Head Of CheerLeaders (CheerLeader 1)
EC SubWaY (Li MiN) V. MaNaGeR (CheerLeader2)

position : CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
road to fame :
1st game : EC(2) vs NSmen(0)
2nd game : EC(1) vs SP(0)
3rd game : EC(5) vs A2(1)

EC(2) vs Spain(0)

EC(1) vs GameOver(0)

prize: TROUPHY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Number of other trouphies won: THIS THE FIRST ONE WE WON AS A TEAM!!!!!!!!!

final words : GOGOGOGOG ECCCCC FOR THE WIN!!!!!!!!

upcoming events : JERSEY COMING UP SOON!!!!!!!!!!

enough said =)

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Sleepless nights......

stress sleepless nights thinking of all my stuff .....

currently no insiration to continue writing songs hope the insiration comes back soon!!!!

must turn more people to become my prayer warriors XD cause i need alot of prayer !!XD

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

close to death

NEED serious prayer

Why i need serious prayer
  1. Quiz + Labtest + Term Test + presentations + projects
  2. To help cope wif the stress i'm getting from point (1)
  3. read the above to points again ........

Hmmm......... Job AVAILABLE
Pay : $0,000,000/per hour

first come first serva basic if no one is found 1 will be picked by me.

persons i'm going to pick
  1. ben(tpcrusade)
  2. ben(tpcrusade)
  3. ben(tpcrusade)
  4. read the above 3 options again